They only have 7 days left to fund this project. Its a really important Role Playing Documentary that no one has tried to make yet. It addresses what Role Playing is and burst the "who plays RPGs" stigma. Shows how diverse the groups that play are and they've asked to do an interview with myself as well as the many other big names in storytelling & RPGs.

Show your support and spread the nerd love. Help get this Project Funded!!!

~Satine

SO much has happened since my last posting! 

Check out my youtube channel: youtube.com/satinephoenix

And its that time of year again. MAH BIRRRRTHDAYYY!!!!

Come hang out with me at Meltdown!

its #TripHopThaiShadowPuppetMusicVideo

Song by Bryan King

art/animation by me, Satine Phoenix.

The thing about the Internet is that everything is edited. Most written things are mostly edited. A person writes them and thinks it over, erases, rewrites and the final product comes out the way the person who wrote it wanted it to be. Like a movie or song. Our interactions are edited and presented to one another in a neat little package. We take the time to rewrite things. Why don't we take the time to think and edit what we say? I'm talking about person to person, face to face or voice to voice? 
You know when you are fighting with someone and you say mean things you don't really mean, you say them just to jab at the other person. Do you ever find yourself retracting your comment? Saying it then saying sorry for it soon afterwards? Maybe try listening to yourself and figuring out why you want to jab at the other person in the first place. Will it effect the outcome you want? Is it really any good to not edit yourself?

It goes another way too. Editing for good. What if you edited yourself in the direction of more affection? Show someone you love them by editing yourself to give more. We often talk about how to be less negative. What about being more positive? You live life once. Should you choose to live it with someone else maybe try being present and showing them you are happy to be there. Some people get lazy and comfortable and forget they signed up for a life WiTH another human being. Don't take that person for granted.

Life takes work. Life with another person takes even more work, but work can be fun. But it definitely takes two.

These realizations come to me daily as I go through my own storm of what might have been if we were different people who talked to each other differently and showed more appreciation for one another. Where did we go wrong? How did we possibly loose our footing in this relationship? I hope I retain what I learned here for the future.
Life changes so easily. Don't take it for granted. Breathe life while you still can.

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Also did a great photoshoot with Brandon Vasquez yesterday at Snakebite's Gallery with he and Sameerah.

When I have to "Go away" or bear through things I go to this specific place inside. This song touches that part so purely. Lyrics start at 2 mins

"When I close my eyes, I am at the center of the sun, and I cannot be hurt by anything this wicked world has done. Cuz I hear Violins~"

brings tears to my eyes every time I hear this song... I remember I'm not alone.

and dropped my iPhone4... SHATTERING the glass. For two weeks or so I've been playing with shards but TODAY I ordered a new phone and apparently... the $7/month I pay in insurance lowers my new phone from $700 to only $160. WTF. 

SO... to avoid this from happening in the future I picked up an OTTERBOX DEFENDER from EBAY! I was going to get the pink and white... but now they have this pink and plum box and its super sexy Satineie. 

and I also picked up this... just because it matches my nails & new dice! POP POP!